#2

Furious as I woke up this morning still feeling like crap after the recent events. I know, you should not allow other people to mock you or even break your personality but nevertheless there are times that things just sink in and gives you a reality check.

Last night my friends and I met someone who I was bordering to likeness but then I got tired because of the cat and dog drama, so I stopped the effort because I realized I was feeding someones ego humongously. It so happen that within the cafe someone knew somebody and so we were a bit constrained with our topics at bay considering that we don't want others to know our deepest darkest secrets. All along the conversation I, from time to time was commenting on someones hair even occasionally messing it up for the fun of it and even asking about the story behind the scar suggesting that with the advent of modern technology it might get fairer with the use of laser. My friends, someone and I talked for hours enough to call it quits by midnight like Cinderella on the run . On the way home my friends told me that I was touchy touchy that somebody kept on checking on us. I defended myself that it was for the fun of it with no hidden agenda and was nonchalant about whatever somebody would think knowing that my intentions were pure. However I did not succeed with my rebattle.

#1

Today, I went to work late and that was done purposely. I was on my last set of exercises when all of a sudden, my heart raced, my eyes dilated, my hands trembled, and worst I was sweating like a pig. 

For the past three weeks I have been coming to the gym before the sun rises instead of the late night sessions. Aside from being super tired from work, I do not want to wait for my turn from the sweaty machines of hardcore gym addicts or feeling macho men. I do not understand why some guys would look at the mirror after three sets and check their arms and abs. "Ahmmm, excuse me Sir. It takes time to form some muscles worst  shape your abs. But I have a shortcut if you're interested. I can give you a juice full of Entamoeba to give you several episodes of vomiting and loose bowel movement to the point of severe dehydration. By then, your abs will show and your muscles will appear." But I refuse to blurt out my thoughts in the open afraid they might find me weird. Besides most of the people in the gym are only dreaming, all the wanting of having a perfect body but keep on complaining of the process it entails.